Well, all of my posts so far have been reflections, so this one will be a little update on my life now. Senior year. Pretty exciting right? Yeah, and stressful. Definitely underestimated that aspect.. Haha. I've always had it in the back of my head that I would be doing something with music... It's something I love to do, and it was something easy to tell people when they asked me what I wanted to do with my life. But I've started to realize that this might not be the direction God wants me to take. Which means rethinking my whole future. It's definitely been a test, and God is definitely using it to make me trust Him. With everything. And honestly, it's really really hard. I like to be in control, but that's just not possible.
Anyway, right now, I'm thinking I'll get my Associates degree from Sinclair (Dayton's community college, for those of you who aren't local), without declaring a major. Unless I get a fabulous scholarship for my SAT scores. And then I have the issue of deciding on a major (and I'm leaning toward Child Care now...). So I would be SO appreciative of your prayers as I take my tentative steps into my future. I feel like there's nothing harder than stepping into the unknown... But I have the Lord, and I know He is always at my right hand.
